I just can't find it anywhere. The only time we've been going out this past two weeks seems to be for appointments. I don't want to keep moaning, I wanted this blog to be upbeat and positive - but I seem to be failing miserably. My depression is definitely out of control.
At home I'm trying to be positive for Mand and Beth. Mand has been suffering greatly since she had the ablation treatment. She didn't want it, but had to go through with it. She's had both her wrists done too for carpal tunnel. At the moment she's lying on the sofa and is finally getting some sleep. Our sleep patterns are completely up the wall.
We have had some positive news. Beth has been doing fab in her atheletics and Luke has got in at LIPA. I will beat this, I am determined.
